𓀰 Waiting 𓀽𓁉
* I stand here in this small box, boxes, a place called the home , OR office, surrounded by isometry and geometrics, O'how I long for my tones & sounds be composed, And those of others.*
"I" Fight within duality to be found, standing in honor, before The "I am", my prayers and affirmation, comes from a place of ignorance, That depends on external sensations. to give, to help, to save, even attempting repentance before False idols, remaining separate from beings, animals, nature, stuck in projections of past memories, of people & things...FOR ALL I SEE ARE PHANTASMAGORIA OF MIND...
"I Am", that Masculine Fire and Feminine flow,
and those colorful wheels of the rainbow- stops -turning, where is that internal fire that burns and fuels Life?
Trapped in the world of "Person", I only see half the story, images dotting about like demons, shadows of thought-forms taking shape, and leading their host astray, Deadly is Egoic thought, captured -unchecked-and entertained...in-cantare. a wanderer in distress, I continue to Go.deeply into dark matter," blindly, without eyes to see".
Actually, I use to feel like a wanderer lost at sea, "I" turn to the left and lost my place, so I thought,
"i" felt alone and abandoned, The "i", Then up to now, begin to lose the sensations of Family, friends, love ones, and many times wanted to end it all, somehow, drifting aimlessly no- where So "i" thought.
I go by Ospiritual Mystic -because "I am" a seeker of knowledge of Self, Living Truth. Now that I know who I am, It is a bit challenging to be on Planet Earth.
When so many have forgotten Their True Faces, wearing "Mask" which helps to display the false sense of "SELF", when this happens, we shut out The Light, The "I Am that I Am", living waters that is always flowing and silently observes, while waiting in the background, for some attention from The Right "I".this takes effort and hunger to serve the good that is God, The I Am that I Am, that is in all things that live, internally we may return for Eternal Happiness and stillness...Quiet Mind.
